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Uhhh ohhh

What if I do my dream in the early morning and reality collides with each other.... It may be very funny to narrate, I was little feverish that day and wanna sleep tightly than usual...my poor husband, (he is very caring) laid by my side...It was during the last hours of night,I've dreamed that I was in a jewelry shop searching for a fine nose stud,my husband with me...I was looking for my favorite stone but not yet found....Suddenly my husband's hands was around my neck and is pressing towards my throat... Oh no...!!! It was chocking!!! Oh leave me darling...I yelled but no voice came from my mouth...I felt he might be killing me????? Oh god...Quickly I opened my eyes and I felt his arm over neck!!! How dare you??? I shouted and took his hand from mine....This time my husband was shocked!! What's the matter?? I was just checking whether your fever had come down and I forgot to take my arms back !!! How dare you...he shouted me back... .Oh no ...now that was my turn to cool

Some unpleasant matters

Why does some unpleasant things happen to people when they are not prepared for it?? That's the question... They struggled and struggled for years for him and what happened is that life has taken him from them!!how simple others can tell it's better to face this fate than the consequences they've to face in future... How???Does their  long 11 year's struggle  not matter?? Talking about is one 11 year differently abled boy and his parents. He was very hyperactive and the parents had no idea what to do with him. They only gave him more training to bring him to the normal stream. They suffered and suffered like no one has been ever suffered.The result was nothing but only disappointment. Slowly they had their second child but the boy shows no difference. And then two or three years passed by,they witnessed some changes in their beloved son...Yes, he was changing ...hyperactivity lessens, the parents feel some understanding within him. Like every parents they too hoped thei

what others think of you

What does matter a ten year old boy and his boredom? It is not a big deal when comes with a normal one.But when it comes with an autistic,it really matters. I am talking about  my ten year old boy who hasn't been talking till now.He hasn't been properly communicating even.From his second year,we were wandering from place to place to make him talk.These long ten years took over his childhood very rudely.He has nothing to tell us and we have nothing too,sometimes.Every thing was going in a routine manner.I have no idea about what was running over his mind.sometimes I just wanted to know what might be in his mind..what he thinks about me,what he wants to tell etc.I suspected is there anything he thinks or not....One doctor even told me once that he doesn't have capacity to think!!That's a real stupidity that doctors came to the conclusion that autistic people can't think.Okay now what I am going to tell is my son started to communicate very recently,only with his spee